I was just diagnosed with HCV stage 3. At this time, that's all I know. I have known that the disease was with me for 40 years. It’s been like living with a little time bomb in my body, not knowing when it was going to go off. Well this week, it went off. I finally went back to my liver doctor and all it took was one blood test for him to put me on the fast track. The biopsy was next, and I got the call 3 days ago. Stage 3 and that's all I know. This is something I wrote, describing the time line of how I got here:
ok, here is the 2 minute elevator ride explanation for me:
When I was 17 I did what 17 year old kids did ..It was 1969...fill in the blanks... i went to Woodstock too.
Shortly after, I woke up one day and I turned a lovely shade of yellow jaundice. Hep non a/b in 1990 I wanted some life insurance, so they did a blood test; elevated enzymes. The doctor said they were slightly elevated, no biopsy needed. I didn't get the life insurance.
5 years ago I had a physical and blood test came back with really elevated enzymes...the DR said we need to do more blood work. Nope, don't want to do it, so I didn't. (Denial)
Last year I got the shingles (ow) more blood work, and the doctor said you really need to see a liver dude.
In March I finally saw the same DR that I saw in 1992...blood tests, biopsy, and phone call....treatment immediately. Not good...ground floor, 40 years later, and now I have to get off.
I am new at this, and I don't know what is going to happen and I am really worried. I’m thinking that if I did something sooner that maybe I wouldn't be in this mess today; but you can't turn back the clock. What has helped me for the last 3 days is the support and help I get from people I don't even know. Taking the time to answer my many dumb questions. They are a life line in a sea of doom. I’m really worried, mostly because I don't know what's happening. Thank you for being one of those people that helps someone like me.
Thanks so much for who you are Uncle Dudeness.............
Uncle Dudeness - Biopsy Results
I just got the biopsy results from my DR today, and he said it was worse than he thought. Although he is a liver specialist, he is sending me to another liver specialist at Yale. today, I found myself just staring down with no thought in my head. Blank. I feel lost, I don't know what to expect. I posted the results at Janis. I hope Step will look at it soon, cuz i am clueless.
This Blog is dedicated to all the people who have this virus - those who have or haven't treated, those who responded or didn't, relapsed or cleared..but especially to those whose passing has motivated me to create this blog. Their memory will live on forever.....For those of you who submitted stories, thank you for your strength, courage and inspiration...Betty A. Vega
Friday, April 9, 2010
Anna's Story
My name is Anna. I live in western Sydney. I am 62 years old. I work in a legal firm.
I started injecting drugs in about 1969. At first it was amphetamines, then anything I could crush up and inject. I've injected mescaline and LSD, tranquilisers and speed. In my stupidity, I thought that if you couldn't shoot up a drug it wasn't worth doing. I was living in Canada at the time.
When I came back to Australia, it wasn't very long before I found my drug of choice - heroin. I first went onto a Methadone program in 1975, but Methadone was always considered a backup for withdrawal symptoms for times of unavailability (for whatever reason) of heroin.
I spent the next 19 years as a junkie. I had a co-dependent man who was extremely violent, and he made me do the most horrendous things to obtain junk. Finally, in 1994, I had had enough. I did not want to be a middle aged heroin addict. I decided to leave my man and go to Sydney. This turned out to be very fortuitous. I believe that to quit any addiction, you need to get away, make new friends, find a new drug-free lover and run from your junkie environment.
I moved from Melbourne to Sydney in 1994. I was quite ill for a couple of months but still found a job and attempted to shake off my junkie mentality. I had a little help with Codral Forte, and I drank quite a bit of alcohol.
In 1994 I was diagnosed with psoriasis. I went to a doctor who suggested I take Methotrexate to control my psoriasis. Methotrexate can have a detrimental affect on the liver and its use needs to be supervised. I had a blood test which showed I had hep C. I wasn't concerned at that stage. I didn't take the diagnosis seriously. I continued to live my life "to the fullest". In time, the junkie mentality faded. I was still drinking nearly every day.
I continued to take Methotrexate unsupervised for a long time. In 2003 I found a GP I liked and discovered that I had hypertension which required blood pressure medication. I had regular blood tests. My liver functions were rising. I looked into hep C treatment. In 2006 I went to a gastroenterologist and received advice about treatment. I didn't like the sound of it. I was afraid of the liver biopsy.
In 2007 I stopped drinking completely and discontinued taking Methotrexate. My liver functions were still rising and my GP said I should seriously consider Interferon treatment. I went to a Sydney Hospital where I had an ultrasound, a CT scan and a biopsy. My fear of having a biopsy was completely unfounded as the procedure was painless.
With a positive attitude, I started the interferon/ribavirin treatment in January 2008. I had heard and read some pretty negative things about it, but was adamant that the drugs would not affect me and that I would be able to fly through the 48 weeks of treatment.
Unfortunately, that was not to be the case. Within six weeks after starting treatment I was anemic. As a consequence, I was prescribed "Epo" to boost my red blood cells which I had to inject twice per week. The “Epo” did give me a little more energy.
Prior to the treatment I was a strong advocate for exercise. I walked five days a week for an hour during my lunch period. Sometimes, when I was feeling weak, I had to force myself to exercise. Then the horror of the treatment really began. One Friday evening, seven weeks or so into the treatment after walking during lunch that day, I started to develop cramps in my feet and lower legs. They were excruciating, and I was hopping around the bathroom screaming with pain. The cramps that night lasted about five minutes. I did try and walk again but the same thing happened. I discontinued exercise of any description.
The cramps got worse and worse. I'd be at my keyboard at work and my hands would cramp. Also several times at work, I would drop to my knees crying in agony. I informed the hospital and was told this was an unusual side effect. I was instructed to drink plenty of water and also to drink Gatorade and tonic water. None of these helped, and I suffered a great deal. Every day I would get cramps in my feet, lower legs, the inside of my thighs and hands with no relief in sight. Eventually, the hospital gave me a prescription for 300mg quinine sulphate. I took one tablet daily. They did ease the cramps but made my hands shake and my heart flutter. One night, even though I was taking the quinine, I had cramps in my legs for nine hours straight. It was a terrible night and the memory of it will stay with me forever.
I also had severe pain in my left shoulder and upper back. My GP sent me to a physiotherapist but it didn't help. I was convinced it was tendonitis from my years of typing. I purchased several creams and lotions for this condition but they offered only temporary relief. Once again, the hospital had no answer for this. Another unusual side effect I was told, but wait, there's more . . .
The right side of my face started to swell,, also my right ankle. The swelling in my ankle made it difficult to do anything. Sometimes in the evening, after a day of walking around, my whole body would ache. It was particularly bad in the mornings. I could feel my eyes were swollen when I woke up. The hospital had no answers for me regarding the swelling. My GP told me to take time off work and elevate my leg, which I did, to no effect. Eventually, my GP told me that one of my blood pressure medications, Felodur, could be causing the swelling. I stopped taking them and the swelling went down. The hospital said that Interferon had nothing to do with this problem though I had been taking Felodur for years and had never had an adverse reaction before.
I was prescribed Panadeine Forte for pain. Unfortunately, codeine makes me itch. I couldn't take the tablets as I'd scratch my psoriasis and make it worse. The treatment also had a severely detrimental effect on my psoriasis though not at first, but as I got into the treatment, I got psoriasis in places where I had never had it before. I knew that Interferon would affect psoriasis. It broke out all over my back and I would be unbelievably itchy 24 hours a day. I tried everything to ease the itching. The hospital gave me antihistamines but they were of little help.
After 24 weeks I stopped the treatment. It wasn't working. I still have hep C.
Now my psoriasis is the worst it's ever been. My shoulder has stopped aching and I no longer get cramps. My right leg still hurts when I exercise. It has taken four months for me to recover, but I feel that I will never be as well as I was before the treatment.
Having said all of the above, I do not wish to put anyone off trying to get rid of their hep C with interferon/ribavirin. I should have stopped drinking years earlier and tried the treatment. I'm sure I would have had more success than I did.
I was willing to go to week 48 if I was responding to treatment.
I started injecting drugs in about 1969. At first it was amphetamines, then anything I could crush up and inject. I've injected mescaline and LSD, tranquilisers and speed. In my stupidity, I thought that if you couldn't shoot up a drug it wasn't worth doing. I was living in Canada at the time.
When I came back to Australia, it wasn't very long before I found my drug of choice - heroin. I first went onto a Methadone program in 1975, but Methadone was always considered a backup for withdrawal symptoms for times of unavailability (for whatever reason) of heroin.
I spent the next 19 years as a junkie. I had a co-dependent man who was extremely violent, and he made me do the most horrendous things to obtain junk. Finally, in 1994, I had had enough. I did not want to be a middle aged heroin addict. I decided to leave my man and go to Sydney. This turned out to be very fortuitous. I believe that to quit any addiction, you need to get away, make new friends, find a new drug-free lover and run from your junkie environment.
I moved from Melbourne to Sydney in 1994. I was quite ill for a couple of months but still found a job and attempted to shake off my junkie mentality. I had a little help with Codral Forte, and I drank quite a bit of alcohol.
In 1994 I was diagnosed with psoriasis. I went to a doctor who suggested I take Methotrexate to control my psoriasis. Methotrexate can have a detrimental affect on the liver and its use needs to be supervised. I had a blood test which showed I had hep C. I wasn't concerned at that stage. I didn't take the diagnosis seriously. I continued to live my life "to the fullest". In time, the junkie mentality faded. I was still drinking nearly every day.
I continued to take Methotrexate unsupervised for a long time. In 2003 I found a GP I liked and discovered that I had hypertension which required blood pressure medication. I had regular blood tests. My liver functions were rising. I looked into hep C treatment. In 2006 I went to a gastroenterologist and received advice about treatment. I didn't like the sound of it. I was afraid of the liver biopsy.
In 2007 I stopped drinking completely and discontinued taking Methotrexate. My liver functions were still rising and my GP said I should seriously consider Interferon treatment. I went to a Sydney Hospital where I had an ultrasound, a CT scan and a biopsy. My fear of having a biopsy was completely unfounded as the procedure was painless.
With a positive attitude, I started the interferon/ribavirin treatment in January 2008. I had heard and read some pretty negative things about it, but was adamant that the drugs would not affect me and that I would be able to fly through the 48 weeks of treatment.
Unfortunately, that was not to be the case. Within six weeks after starting treatment I was anemic. As a consequence, I was prescribed "Epo" to boost my red blood cells which I had to inject twice per week. The “Epo” did give me a little more energy.
Prior to the treatment I was a strong advocate for exercise. I walked five days a week for an hour during my lunch period. Sometimes, when I was feeling weak, I had to force myself to exercise. Then the horror of the treatment really began. One Friday evening, seven weeks or so into the treatment after walking during lunch that day, I started to develop cramps in my feet and lower legs. They were excruciating, and I was hopping around the bathroom screaming with pain. The cramps that night lasted about five minutes. I did try and walk again but the same thing happened. I discontinued exercise of any description.
The cramps got worse and worse. I'd be at my keyboard at work and my hands would cramp. Also several times at work, I would drop to my knees crying in agony. I informed the hospital and was told this was an unusual side effect. I was instructed to drink plenty of water and also to drink Gatorade and tonic water. None of these helped, and I suffered a great deal. Every day I would get cramps in my feet, lower legs, the inside of my thighs and hands with no relief in sight. Eventually, the hospital gave me a prescription for 300mg quinine sulphate. I took one tablet daily. They did ease the cramps but made my hands shake and my heart flutter. One night, even though I was taking the quinine, I had cramps in my legs for nine hours straight. It was a terrible night and the memory of it will stay with me forever.
I also had severe pain in my left shoulder and upper back. My GP sent me to a physiotherapist but it didn't help. I was convinced it was tendonitis from my years of typing. I purchased several creams and lotions for this condition but they offered only temporary relief. Once again, the hospital had no answer for this. Another unusual side effect I was told, but wait, there's more . . .
The right side of my face started to swell,, also my right ankle. The swelling in my ankle made it difficult to do anything. Sometimes in the evening, after a day of walking around, my whole body would ache. It was particularly bad in the mornings. I could feel my eyes were swollen when I woke up. The hospital had no answers for me regarding the swelling. My GP told me to take time off work and elevate my leg, which I did, to no effect. Eventually, my GP told me that one of my blood pressure medications, Felodur, could be causing the swelling. I stopped taking them and the swelling went down. The hospital said that Interferon had nothing to do with this problem though I had been taking Felodur for years and had never had an adverse reaction before.
I was prescribed Panadeine Forte for pain. Unfortunately, codeine makes me itch. I couldn't take the tablets as I'd scratch my psoriasis and make it worse. The treatment also had a severely detrimental effect on my psoriasis though not at first, but as I got into the treatment, I got psoriasis in places where I had never had it before. I knew that Interferon would affect psoriasis. It broke out all over my back and I would be unbelievably itchy 24 hours a day. I tried everything to ease the itching. The hospital gave me antihistamines but they were of little help.
After 24 weeks I stopped the treatment. It wasn't working. I still have hep C.
Now my psoriasis is the worst it's ever been. My shoulder has stopped aching and I no longer get cramps. My right leg still hurts when I exercise. It has taken four months for me to recover, but I feel that I will never be as well as I was before the treatment.
Having said all of the above, I do not wish to put anyone off trying to get rid of their hep C with interferon/ribavirin. I should have stopped drinking years earlier and tried the treatment. I'm sure I would have had more success than I did.
I was willing to go to week 48 if I was responding to treatment.
Inspirational Quote by Edward Everett Hale
I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do.
~Thank you Correen~
~Thank you Correen~
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